I experience a peacefulness and joy in doing today.
I had a few big projects I worked on, and in two specific cases I experienced a resistance to the idea of doing them that contrasted sharply with the joy and peace of actually doing them.
What I learned is that I do in fact enjoy doing pretty much anything. Whether it’s something challenging and creative like designing my short film collection DVD, or something messy and physical like changing my oil or rotating my tires, or something “tedious” like washing the dishes. Whatever it is, I get into it when I’m doing it.
Resistance only shows up before I start, when I’m thinking about doing it. The thinking gets complicated with other thinking like “I’d rather…” and “I shouldn’t have to…” and “It’s going to be difficult or boring.”
There is no resistance in the doing of it. Only in the thinking about doing it. The doing happens in the body. The thinking happens in the mind. The doing puts me in the present. The thinking puts me in the past or future.
And uncertainty only shows up in the thinking, not in the doing.
This is an important lesson for me to remember: Stop thinking about doing and start doing.
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