Archive for September, 2009

As is obvious from my absence from this blog, my focus has shifted away from disciplines.

I’ve been exploring a fear of premature death that I believe is a manifestation of unresolved feelings about my friend Scott who died last year. I don’t want to die, and I don’t want to live a dead life of fear. I want to feel alive.

I’ve also been exploring some resistance I have to being loved. I am comfortable being the one who loves, and I gravitate to situations where I can do that without the risk of being loved back. But being Love (which is a practice I try to embrace as often as possible) includes both being loving and being loved, the cycle of giving and receiving.

I still hold open the space of this 100 Days of Peaceful Discipline. And I may post again when/if my focus shifts back.


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