This past weekend I had a strong feeling expressed as this thought: I don’t want to live, yet I don’t want to die. I wasn’t sure what it meant at first and worried that it might be a sign of a dangerous depression or something. But I think what it means is this:
I don’t want [...]
Archive for February, 2009
Day 0 (2009-02-15): Dead or alive
Posted in 100 Days of Peace, Peace, tagged 100 Days of Peace, business, contribution, death, depression, ego, experience, gratitude, life, life mission, money, past lives, Peace, reincarnation, slow death, suicide on February 16, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Day 0 (2009-02-13): Slow death
Posted in 100 Days of Peace, Peace, uncertainty, tagged 100 Days of Peace, death, fear, greatness, life, mediocrity, Peace, risk, slow death on February 13, 2009 | 1 Comment »
Life has felt very weird recently. I alternate between two extremes: On the one side I’m totally fed up with the so-called safety of mediocrity and ready to jump off the cliff into greatness, and on the other side I regress back into old insecurities and fears that I haven’t felt in years.
I’m hyper aware [...]
Day 0 (2009-02-09): Insurmountable issues
Posted in 100 Days of Peace, Peace, relationships, tagged 100 Days of Peace, fear, life, Peace, relationships, romantic relationships, visualization on February 9, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I’ve given this question of trust some space for over a week without any new insights other than this:
I don’t think the snake in the visualization was about trust. I think it represents an unconscious fear that if I do meet a wonderful woman there will be some “insurmountable issue” that makes it impossible for [...]
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