After over 5 months of consecutive daily posts, I’ve posted twice in the past two weeks.
The uncertainty in my life has increased more in these two weeks than I could have imagined when I began these 100 Days of Peace in Uncertainty:
- My best friend died.
- I’m in that exciting, yet uncertain beginning stage of a new relationship.
- I’m a week into a 5-week “job” caring for my two nieces 9 hours a day, 4 days a week.
- And my coaching business is at a critical juncture between what was and who knows what will be.
And I realized a few days ago that I’m so present being peace in the face of all of this uncertainty that I haven’t had many moments to reflect on that process let alone write about it in this blog.
My intention is to be more consistent in these next couple of weeks. This is a unique time (hopefully) in my life with all that is converging, and I intend to include time for reflection and sharing what I’m learning.
When I began these 100 Days, my relationship with uncertainty was mostly a negative one. I’m finding in recent days that’s not the case. Uncertainty simply is. Can it be that I’m okay with uncertainty? If so, it wasn’t some big epiphany. It was like a seed sprouting beneath the ground for weeks and months that is perhaps now beginning to break the surface…
Thank you to everyone who holds me in their loving energy through this process. You rock!!
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